Quicksilver is making women's bags with the help of Lesa Wallace.  They only made a few bags but they are definitely true to the rugged, feminine appeal of the brand. 

I think they have a good thing going for them.  Or shall I say they've almost "got it in the bag"?

This one is worth checking out.

*LOOK AT HOW CUTE WE ARE*

&

*LOOK AT HOW GREAT OUR PHOTOGRAPHER IS*

http://www.flickr.com/photos/fixyourheart/

i want to have a faith worth dying for. One that others can look at and discover something different than the day-to-day. I want a faith that when questioned stands firm. A faith that runs through me like the very blood that runs through my veins.

I am seeking it out. I am reading. I am questioning. I am feeling. I am trusting.

i want change.

Change

Denver.

It is a really great city to live. Easy to access. Young, fun people. Laid back/liberal. Perfect climate. Mountains. I could probablly go on for quite a while about why this city is so great, however I find all things things fall short in comparison to having friends. Not friends that you go out with or friends that you go skiing with. I am talking about the friends that call you just to say hi. The freinds that knows when you are sick and bring you a cup of tomato soup spritzed with cheddar cheese. Consistant, true friends. The hard part is that everyone is in such a transition that we rarely take the time to notice eachother or ask the hard questions.

Josh.

He deals with these things so differently than I do. He is a self acclaimed closet introvert. I envy the fact that when he has an entire day to himself he thrives. I find myself moping and depressed. Longing for someone that wants to grab coffee with me. And I don't even like coffee. Josh is my best friend but it is those girls that are going to help me work through things that even the best of guys can't understand.

Me

This loneliness affects me in so many ways. Spiritually, emotionally, and even physically. I tried running today with Josh and started freaking out. He didn't get it. He can't. Who I was in college is so different than who I am now. I was uninhibited and with few obligations. Now I work 40 hours a week, I am far away from home, I'm not surrounded by a group of crazy soccer players. Life has changed and I just want to feel carefree again. I want to feel like I am not going to work to pay bills but that I am going to work for the joy of it. I want change. How do I find that change? (maybe I should vote for Obama.)

i am feeling quite out of place and purposeless...

sigh...i just want to feel like i am living each day with purpose.

i don't feel like blogging this out but i just needed to write that down.

as my pastor said today however "the story is not finished"

ah i had a great birthday! i woke up to breakfast made by my roomies and josh came to help out too. it was fantastic. i spent the rest of my day taking in Arrested Development, the library, italian food and plenty of calls and messages. I can't wait to celebrate it with the rest of the crew on the day of my lineage...st. patty's.

the book reading is going well.

npr is keepin' me up to date on reality.

now if only i could convince more of my friends to move to Colorado :)\